Rain, Rain, Go Away
You can feel it coming long before the first raindrop hits the ground. The sky turns heavy, the air feels thick, and your body begins to protest. For those of us with traumatic brain injury (TBI), approaching storm systems and rain fronts are more than just weather — they’re reliable triggers for symptom flares.
Headaches intensify. Fatigue becomes crushing. Dizziness spins harder. Brain fog thickens. Old aches flare up. Even mood and sleep suffer. Many of us now track barometric pressure forecasts as carefully as our daily symptoms.
My 3 Year Anniversary
Today marks exactly three years since a wood splitter fell on my head and knocked me unconscious. Three years since the moment everything changed. Three years since I was, in a very real sense, reborn into a life I never asked for.
In the beginning, they told me I would be fine. “Just a concussion,” the ER doctor said. “You’ll bounce back quickly.” I believed them. My family believed them. I rested, followed instructions, and waited for my old self to return. In the days that followed I deteriorated, lost the ability to hold a memory longer than 15 minutes, became a lump on the couch sleeping 20 hours a day, headaches pounding, unable to think, process, watch a screen, forming words one syllable at a time, not able to think of what word was coming next or what word I had just said. After a day or two of almost appearing normal, I had quickly become unrecognizable, like a zombie.
Taking My Brain for a Test Drive
Understanding Brain Symptoms: Like Test Driving a Damaged Car
As we shop for replacement vehicles for our vehicle with a faulty transmission, I can’t help but continue to think about the similarities between car problems and the issues I have experienced with brain injury recovery. Imagine you’ve just been handed the keys to a car that looks perfectly normal from the outside. It’s the same make and model you’ve driven for years. You slide into the driver’s seat, turn the key, and… something’s off. The engine starts, but it doesn’t purr like it used to. The steering feels loose in some spots and overly tight in others. The brakes work, but they hesitate for half a second too long. The radio keeps cutting out. Every little system that used to work seamlessly now has quirks, and you can’t quite explain why to the mechanic. The mechanic might even try convincing you nothing is wrong. But the test drive experience shows there are things wrong - sometimes obvious - sometimes hard to explain.
That’s what living with a Traumatic Brain Injury (TBI) often feels like.